Wednesday, July 14, 2010

THE END.

End of piles of shit.
Time to evaluate worth.
Byeeeeee :D

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Ads.

I have added another wish to my infinitely long list. I want to at least produce ONE ad in my life. They make consuming so magical. Magic. Magic, I tell you.

Friday, June 4, 2010

i wish upon a plastic bottle, not a star.


If I were to lead a life all on my own, without you and
without anyone else, I will bring all my stuff, and all my might, and all my dreams with me, and I will do what I really wish I could selfishly do. Wish you would be with me though, even though I haven't met you yet.

Everyone has thought of dreaming upon a shooting star, because of the increasingly concentrated amount of inculcation of the notion that wishing must have the right timing by the media. Well, I am, sadly, unaffected. I can make a wish upon a piece of recycled paper, just so you know, and now I'm wishing upon my water bottle because it lost the bunny sticker I stuck on it. The items I have wished upon: a heart-shaped stone I picked up on the Xin Tian Di road in China, curtains, my bunny plushie (who's been sadly neglected lately because the earth is revolving in the wrong direction), a piece of paper, a chair (the most corny wish I've ever made), a piece of toilet paper, pastry mould, plastic bags, trash, laptop screen, and a lot of pictures on the computer (no assumptions please).

I was always never the smart and knowledgeable one in life but I always had the most wants and dreams that could possibly never be fulfilled. Halfhearted dreams are my specialty but, some dreams really stay put in the plasticine mould in the left chamber of my chest. Some more children-suitable dreams of mine are like getting insanely drunk and kick ass, and draw nude portraits. Just kidding. No, seriously, I wanna do that.

I've been wanting to go to Machu Picchu since the first time I've set eyes on the computer-generated version of it on a video game when I was a teenager, oh sorry, I mean, when I was younger. It was one of the Seven Wonders of the World but no Wonder can amaze me and leave me breathless, only Machu Picchu. No words can describe my want to just spend all my time there.

I have many more wishes that would never be here. Or be heard. Right now, I'm only dreaming about Machu Picchu, and you.

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

I hate liars.

I am hedonistic.

I love being dumb & egocentric.

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

that song-

The melody went so smoothly
...so ever addictive, so turbulent

and the notes flew away, without a trace

-the cover closed abruptly.

Saturday, May 22, 2010

+please

Everyday we wake up: The Optimists will thank God or thank the day itself for existing; the Pessimists will mourn, most mourn internally, putting up a facade of normality as it is a good thing defined.

But how often do we actually let every defense crumble down, instead of trying so hard to mindlessly keep those bricks piling up, and embrace everyone else? It is really comforting to know, hear, and perceive that you're not in this battle alone but that knowledge, voice, and perception might not be automatic, and they are not lurking around waiting for us to just pick them up.

And in the end, we'll just say "we'll see what happens tomorrow".

We'll see.

Saturday, May 15, 2010



I woke up this morning
I suddenly realised
We're all in this together
I started smiling
'Cause you were smiling
And we're all in this together
I'm made of atoms
You're made of atoms
And we're all in this together.
And long division just doesn't matter
'Cause we're all in this together...yeah

I saw you walking
In the city
We're all in this together
The city's changing
cause we are changing
and we're all in this together
every 12 seconds
someone remembers
that we're all in this together
In the kitchen of your rent control apartment
we're all in this together

come on baby i don't mean to rush you
I only wanted to reach out and touch you
I've got to start to open my heart

I know you think about jumping ship before it sinks
but we are all in this together
ask a scientist
it's quantum physics
we are all in this together
and on the subway we feel like strangers
but we're all in this together
yeah i love you and you love her and she loves him
But we're all in this together

You know baby there's never been protection
and all the history of human connection
come on darling its alright to show me
you dont ever need to be lonely
once you start to open your heart

I saw you crying
I started crying
cause we're all in this together
and then religion is a big decision
but we're all in this together