adorable (:

Fucking emo much? (:

I'm watching some "aww"-ish soap and I think I'm having fantasies.

Ha-ha. When there's two quizzes and two projects to deal with. Awesome.

You. Cute. Ha-ha.

Blush.

Wipes blush. Omg. I need to get sane.

Wanna go watch 2012!!!!! :D

Truth for Truth is a funny game. Hahaha. (:

And heck yeah! Dream date is so in a book store! You guys have no idea how sweet it can be! :P

I hope I don't screw up in the upcoming presentation! Gah. Need to get socially normal much?

Shit man. Fucking YouTube just failed on me. No more soaps. :'(

Getting down to work, now!

jya

some stupid stuff.

being sensitive IS stupid

and that's why i am stupid

some people just never get it, and some people will not care to think about it

some people are just not sensitive enough to get it, and some people just are afraid to get it

some people just make things up in their minds, and some people just wants everything to be fucked

so actually its all the fault of nothing

that i fell

and stopped

and didn't wanna get up

and maybe i should kill my blog

its just some disposal area for my shit :(

why do people fight to say 'i suck'

why do people keep saying sorry

why do people just neglect

why do people just don't care

why do people just go on Facebook to much

shit is all around

all you have to do is open your eyes and see it

it IS there.

appreciate life.

I've been dead on my blog. Ever since like, eww, a week ago.

Ha-ha. It's just so not me. But tryna make a major change here. (:

Even though my attempt to abstain (emphasis: attempt) from logging into facebook forever failed miserably-horribly after just one, two days or so, just like how Dre attempted (heavier emphasis: attempted) to fast on his urge to mock our dear utterly mockable Ikhsan d: (Ikhsan: Sorry! Hehe. You're meaner D:), I have decided to stop being such a facebook addict. I still log in though. But I won't be on like 24/7. Ha-ha. We'll see, Amy Tee!

It's really been a week. It felt like forever. Heh, well forever ended. Time to live happily ever after. OkaywhattheheckamIsaying. (: Major change in life seems fresh and tasty. I feel better already and all ready for battle. Fight for mother Earth people!

Here's a personal dedication (shortened) to all my friends in college. I appreciate every single one of you. You are you. Irreplaceable means irreplaceable. I love you guys.

Justine. Ikhsan. Faiz. Dre. Rebecca. Samantha. Faisal.

Thank you guys. (It's really shortened but) I just wanna say thank you for everything. Especially 3 of you! (:

Never apologize for anything you NEVER do, Faiz. Hehe. Yes I emphasize that.

-to be continued-

i don't want

what is this feeling

obligation to live

when will it end

im starting to get impatient

im out of ways to comfort

your tears finally ooze out

i hope my blood oozes out

and compensates everything

neverending ray of hope.

i found this girl in the corner of this world

she's there, alone

tears drained; bruises were clear of her hands, her body

her heart

she was trying to cry again, but they took away

her chance

they took away what she loves, what she dreams of

what makes her smile

she decided to just stone up

she did

and a statue an eon

she was;

was she, in pain in such state a

wishing that someday before judgement arrives

will a peck land on her forehead

for a long time neglect enraged

a peck

full of red

yellow

and she will be freed from the stone of eternal meaninglessness

a shoulder will be there

and a ray of hope

a very very bright, ray of hope,

intense she will feel;

tears and mucous and whatnots

sorrow

happiness

empathy

hopefulness

will explode, dissolve, embed;

she will die, leaving him there,

alone

he will stone, or not

but the tear will flow, for it keeps

the law in place

and forever there is peace, the peace that is pure

so pure the light loves it,

neverending ray of hope.

roses are red, violets are blue, fuck you whore.

I have just arrived one hour before I type this post, from the outing to KLCC with dear friends Justine, Faiz, Rebecca, Samantha and Dre. Thank you, guys!

We went to watch 500 Days of Summer, an indie film (according to Faiz) which was only shown in KLCC TGV. The movie was (to me) deeply moving, hysterical, full of awesome sarcasm, and of course the beautiful portrait of love and the amazing filmography. It wasn't just unique, but connecting.

I hope I will survive the "Demon of the semester" (Justine, 2009) that is arrving soon, which is... when? Oh yeah, tomorrow. Gah. I totally deserve the sympathy.

p/s: Will post the pictures soon. Patience (:

p/s again: Sorry about the title. Couldn't remember other awesome lines. Ha-ha.

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