Sunday, September 27, 2009

some lame diary post. with smiley :)

Hello! I'm finally back with the internet. Gosh that was such a pain.

Okay, maybe not cuz I got to scavenge among (okay I need help on using this word) my old magazines and finally am trying to skew my lifestyle so that its balanced in all ways. Especially exercising. Oh boy.

Not feeling like blogging something serious yet. But soon. About solar stuff I just read on this month's Nat Geo. It's gonna be october already and I have not finished the september issue. Double geez. Gonna get it anyways! Hehe.

Edit (after some random 2 hours):
Decided to post some of my best shots when I tried painstakingly to imitate great photographer friends. :)









*No captions yet. Suggestions welcomed with love! :D Whee! Off to revision.

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Hari ini,

I'm happy because:

For the first time, I can fully concentrate and smoothly play the first 6 pages of La Campanella on my babe. And it was once only. Quota exceeded. LOL.

For the first time, Dad hugs me and says we should go KL tonight. I'd keep my other thoughts to myself, firstly because of my inability to fully communicate my innate emotions through words, second because I don't want to be misunderstood that I fill my blog with personal nuisance just to attract attention (not like they do anyways).

Lessons of the day (highly subjective):

Never think about anything else when you are practicing on the piano.

It's never the same as the TV shows but it's obvious that family love can never be broken, and similarly, never be shown.

Saturday, September 19, 2009

Think again.

It struck me yesterday that what I really want in life was either I leave it all, i.e. becoming an ascetic wtf, or, I live to fulfill my sole duty (highly subjective) - to save humanity from the unseen dangers. Don't get the wrong ideas. Olomok.

This is the first time I've ever gotten this gush-rush to do serious blogging, and political jocularity aside, I'm not gonna blog about some scandals and some (subjective:) idiotic interaction between humans that does nothing (not exactly) but worsen the conditions that I'm exclusively concerned about. Well first thing's first, I need to make my stand crystal clear that I am not giving you the "I hate politics" cliche, I fully understand politics govern our lives whether we like it or not, but sometimes it's just nothing but a jerk. Some people (up there, or even down here) just get overly obsessed and, well, suck at realizing the whole main point of all these. Politics, is elusive. Big ouch.

Okay, mundane talk squeezed to another corner. Obviously people will know where I took my blogpost title from - NatGeo's tagline. So enough said, my concern is nothing but the potential harms that people are not aware, and eerily enough, they're all around you. Boy, I really wonder how Atomic Man would live to see such pain in humanity. I would give up, full of despair.

Not now though. So people, what I'm about to convey, with proper reference, is true in consent of scientists from different specializations, and I really appreciate if you take it seriously, properly, spread it wisely, apply it correctly.

Yesterday I was watching NatGeo's Weird Days on Planet Earth: Oceans. I was filled with trivia and awestruck beyond sense, but was inspired to spread the awareness when they showed this:

Yes, a fucking molecule structure. I myself was intensely “jawdropped” over my “enigmatic” molecule-structure-fetish. Ish.

This molecule is called bisphenol-A, contains two phenol groups, which by the way are benzene alcohols, which, by the way, are used in plastics. YES, the PLASTIC. Itu PLASTIK. Oh boy did that hurt. Plastics really have gone too far this time, or maybe, humans.

According to the program, bisphenol-A tends to leach from certain plastic polymers. What’s the point of knowing? Well, you’d be really worried to hear this – research by the FDA has proven the chemical to be highly toxic, genetically. Some nano-portions of leaches by the plastic of this devastating chemical infected some large population of aquatic lives – setting “time bombs in their genes” so as they say. This toxin disrupts hormone levels and of course degrades cell development. Figure out the consequences!

If you think you’re safe, THINK AGAIN. Yes, the world is FAIR. You hurt mother Gaia, you pay, the only way to salvation is to go GREEN.

And attention to people who have babies at home, NEVER EVER EVER EVER use plastic milk bottles. Do you know that plastic milk bottles that have been washed with warm water leaches 10 TIMES more bisphenol-A? Good for health, huh? This is really why I see humans as pathetic, they don’t care when earth’s life is at stake; they run like a mad duck when it concerns THEIR “stuff”. Use glass ones for God’s sake. At least it’s recyclable.

Not tryna make a fuss out of everything I see. But, wake up, people! We have no time.

I don’t really enjoy it when certain people relate the effects of global warming ONLY to be the painstaking efforts to survive the temperature or ice caps melting and apocalypse etc., for they are blind. It’s really selfish, that you don’t care about the fish. Why should we? Simple. We are of the same compounds, we are no different. It’s your bloody self-consciousness that makes it “different”.

Global warming, mainly caused by the raising concentration of carbon dioxide in the atmosphere, is actually more hazardous than some raise in temperature or apocalypse crap. I am more concerned about crabs than craps though. The raise in temperature actually causes the coral to lose its beauty, say ecologists with proper research. Worse still, the raise in concentration of carbon dioxide DISSOLVES in water to form carbonic ACID. Coccolithophore, a basic alga that becomes food of many aquatic creatures, become cacated all because their calcite coverings are attacked by the pH level of this.

Think again: Do we really want to release so much carbon dioxide? How did we achieve this? Look again; you might wanna stop driving when it’s like, freaking 10 centimeters away from your house. Walk, cycle. Lose that tyre of yours, and at the same time salvation comes closer.

I know I really sound offensive; I’ve always known I’m abhorrent.

But eat this: WAKE UP PEOPLE.

Think twice before you throw that empty plastic bag, you might be feeding some albatross from Midway Atoll that mistakes it for baby food.

Bože, zachránit ty lidi!

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

colon; closed bracket

when you run out of ideas to cut small cards in shapes of cute objects,

google 'cute animals'

it made my day :)

Monday, September 14, 2009

#break short post limit#

I ate mee-cepat-hangusmasak again after abstaining for like so many months. Bad idea.

And by the way, I am sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo addicted to Valentina Lisitsa. Go watch her on youtube! :)

With Love MSG,
babeih.

Unfortunately,

I'm getting really chun inspirations to draw lately. This is a bad feeling - that I seriously need to study a whole LOT and at the same time wanting to draw so badly. And I'm already missing my piano.

It's Yamaha, but I can survive. :0)

Mom and Dad always scold me for helping out other people in their work. But I don't see the point. Of scolding that is. It's not that I like being viewed as 'the one waiting to be used/ asked questions at/ the nerdy helper' but well, simple, it just makes sense to help out.

Maybe it runs in the family.

d°w°b

We are all trying to change, from reactants to products, some people have the catalyst, but usually we don't - what we need is patience, not catalysis.

Saturday, September 12, 2009

oh well. :)

hello.

[no updates available]

gosh, where did my label stickers fly to?




"Work, look for peace and calm in work: you will find it nowhere else." -Dmitri Mendeleev

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Chemistry : Andre = 1/0 : ln 1

Hi folks (if there are any which i doubt)! Today is a memorable day.

Hence.

I'm here to mummify, I mean, immortalize this beautiful number. 090909. 2009 September 9th. Cantik.

Smitten Andre says:

I see you.

You were the same. But today was magical (kononnya). I had to see you. I wanna.
I miss you already.

*snaps*

Realistic Happy Andre says:

Oh crap, once again I lose myself in the battle with chemistry (of the body, not the test). Chemistry test was cancelled today thanks to Ms Ng's leave. Geez.

Oh by the way peeps, I am so gonna go to AAR's upcoming concert on 10th October. What's left to do: Collect ticket, plan transportation, make Denishlee and Lik Pin go, tease Amy who's on exams.

Alamak. Gonna work hard. It's one of those time's where I have to struggle outside of class so that I won't panick in class. Ciao then. I need to study. And get the tickets.

Fooching high! :D

Friday, September 4, 2009

:D

hot food = painful and addictive.

Thought I might just update to say...

Hitotsu:

Happy birthday (I like how a friend on facebook puts it as 'Happy burfday!' :P) to my dearest August and September babies (Gucci gucci goo!) !! :)
>>Lik Pin
>>Erica
>>Seon
>>(you all know who you are! :3) *hinthinthint* *sinister smile* *dumbfounded* *stones*

Futatsu:

I am so not updating for a long time ahead. Concentration is important, that I don't have enough. Bah. I am actually happy that (from what I see) the traffic of my blog is substantially next to the derivative of a constant, so, no pressure from people asking to update LAH! :D Well, a scientist-wannabe's life will never be interesting anyways. It's just like minerals and jewels. Jewels are shiny and more people pay attention to them, but in the end they are (almost) the same chemicals. Hehe.

Off to pragmatic life. Bubbye!