I hereby:

thank Calculus finals for providing me 1 hour of distraction from you.

i never felt this way before;

it kinda SUCKS.

for after those days i thought it faded; just like the rest, that i thought i had

but then you just had to suddenly pop up

catch me defenseless

trust me i did everything to defend because i knew i was gonna see you

but not this way

sometimes i

wished i was blind when i see you

wished i was deaf when i hear you

wished i was nose-less when i smell you, shit

and dammit everytime you walk by, i feel like a freak

because you smelled fucking good

and i curse you for appearing for the best times i have

when i was happy and forget everything

and that you distract me from everything

i thought it was gonna work

that its best that i avoid you exclusively

but whenever i do that

you just had to appear

fuck you

fml

and you almost made me screw up my first calculus question today

until calculus wins

FINALLY

once i was distracted from you

and then i was cursed with thoughts of you for the rest of the day

fml (:

music: james morrison - this boy (on endless repeat, on windows media player, on fake ipod, on real player, and on my mind)